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Monday, November 21, 2011

.... something from the inside....

heee... waaaa and now finally i got the chance to update my blog. Even though i do have something aka important work to do, but oo well, i really need to write this.. i miss youuuuu my blog... heehhe ^^v

One of the program that i've been busy with
Anyway, in this hustle bustle of merpati's life, definitely i will face a point that i just....urm... couldn't take it anymore. and that is when i just cried out loud alone, whispering all my sorrow to Allah, the One and Only that i believe will understands me. *asal mata nk berair lak ni...

yup, behind this smile and laugh, merpati also gone through a rough time this whole week. My only mistakes is maybe i just keep it to myself. I don't talk about it that much, i tried to ignore it, i never mentioned anything with my best friend... basically, i tried so hard to hide it from everyone... if only someone can come to me and look right to my eyes and say, "are you ok?".. i guess... i will hug them and cried on their shoulder.. *oo man... dah makin pedih pula mata ni...

then, finally... when the limit is over-reached, i cried on my tikar sejadah  and reciting al-Quran even though i can hardly saw the word.... T_T

Alhamdulillah... i managed to put myself back together... and it felt like Allah clears everything, one by one, for me... give me back my long-lost smile :D

sooooooo, kids, moral of story is........ never loose hope to Allah as He always there to listen...and always be missing you without you even notice it.... Love you more Allah...

plus... there's a few ... you know.. just a few... urm... so-called... fairytale-like-story.... happened.... ^^v ok... *putus fius pula...

ok, done till now... i will continue later. please pray the best for me...because i will pray all the good thing to mankind all over the world especially to my islamic brothers and sisters.... up-up and away merpati....!! ^^v