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Tuesday, September 17, 2013

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Assalammualaikum ya tuan2 sekalian..

Back in business again. What i meant by business is.. business menabur baja dan melabur saham untuk akhirat nanti. Maka, dalam menyelusuri jalan dakwah itu mehnah dan tribulasi kian mencengkam. Semakin tinggi semangat untuk berjuang, makin tinggi jugalah dugaan yang datang bertandang. Tapi yakin bahawa,

la yukallifullah hu nafsan illa 'us'aha, laha ma kasabat wa 'alaiha maktasabat
Allah tidak akan membebeni seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala dari kebajikan yang dia usahakan dan ia mendapat siksaan dari kejahatan yang dia kerjakan

Alhamdulillah, right after my first sociology/criminal justice test one, which i scored pretty okay i could say, the next day i noticed that i lost my ISU ID. Okay, perhaps i should rephrase it. I lost my ISU lanyard that hold inside it my ISU ID and my two debit card. Awesome doesn't it? Again, lost my things. Have you ever felt something bad happened, you really know what caused it, and you really mad to it? That was what i felt that morning. I was about to go to my "new sisters" house for their house warming party, and then everything spoiled up when i could not find my ID. I really..really upset not because i lost that ID but I really mad at myself because i kept losing things that I shouldn't and I continued to be careless even after I lost my phone and my pencil case. That is so unacceptable for me. For a moment, i could only istighfar persistently hoping that somewhere and somehow i will get the strength to cope with that scene. Yeah, i have to admit that i cried out loud once, (because no one home) then i quickly took wudu' and performed a prayer. My tears would be more valuable if i shared with the One that Knows what best for me. Suddenly, my phone ringing, one of my "new sisters" called. I couldn't bare to disappoint them especially when hearing her voice that full with excitement hoping to see me coming to their house. Yes, deep down inside I could feel that they are one of the answer from Allah. I then, had the power to put myself back together and prepared a warm smile for them. Thanks budak2 comel. Thanks for being in my life.

Finally, what i turned out to realize is that, it was all happened for a reason. Remember the story in my last entry that i told about me and my unresponsive act when i saw my friend doing something that we know is wrong in Islam? From that moment eversince, I always pray that i would be given a perfect moment alone with that girl. And i finally got it that day. Allah want to delay my time to go to that housewarming and wallah.. there you go. The moment you wished for. Alhamdulillah, this time i don't waste any of my time even for a second. Alhamdulillah too because she accepted what i told her calmly and yeah, hopefully i gave her something valuable that moment.

Okay, thought it would be a short entry, but as usual, its just so happened to be like this. O ya, just so you know, i already found my ID and.... fall seasons is here. About my "new sisters" i will tell you more about that later. daaa...


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